Wishing You A Happy New Year

This year went by much faster than I had expected and to be quite honest, I dont think I even ATTEMPTED to keep one resolution BUT that will change this year. I wont make any just yet but I will make a new blog sometime later tonight and list the things I plan on doing!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate The Winter

I cant stand being outside for more than 10 minutes! I cant even finish a smoke or throw the garbage away without running back inside and screaming from pain! Why the hell didnt my parents choose to move to a warmer part of Canada?!

LOL Big Up To Zee

you kill me with these bro lmao

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7MYcWGLG6g

I've Started To Appreciate Sleep A Lot More As Of Late

I think I've slept about 8 or 9 hours in the past 4 days and now every time Im left alone for a bit or the conversation dies down for a second, I find myself dozing off either to the left or to the right. Last night I went to go see Avatar in Imax 3D and didnt realize that I'd be wearing those 3D goggles during the entire movie. I got so dizzy about 20 minutes in that I had to close my eyes, and the next time I opened them up I was about 2 inches away from the stranger sitting to my left. HOW he didn't say something or push my face back into my little zone is beyond me. When I opened my eyes up and could HEAR his friggin breathing, I shot back over and for another 30 minutes I was wired and awake. I was also distraught and extremely uncomfortable. The movie was pretty good over all. Worst mistake I ever made was watching The Arrivals because all I think is "BLUE JINN!" every time I see a blue character in a movie. Its a conspiracy!!

Im Offering A Challenge To Baliwala!

lets do a battle. You pic a beat and record 10 bars and post it on your blog or mine and I'll do the same!

rofl!

My Shoutout To SeeBaconBits

wuttup fam!

BingleBanter

is a queen

that is all

I Think I Should Dedicate A Whole Section For This!

For those of you have parents that are separated, Im pretty sure you will know exactly where im coming from when I say this. It friggin SUCKS! I mean, its good that they can bicker and fight with each other anymore but at the same time, theres almost this competition that takes place between the two: who can have their kid spend more time with them and do more for them.

Last night I was invited to a family gathering that I was not interested in going to but did simply because I knew that if I didn't go, chances were that I would hurt my mom and that I'd eventually have to hear about it later and so I went, but because I did go I wasn't able to spend time with my father, who is in rehab at the moment recovering from a hip surgery. I spend most of my days there and have barely ever skipped a day and even then I only did because I was absolutely exhausted and didnt think it would be smart to get him sick. I cant help but feel that my dad has absolutely NO regards for me but I do what I can because obviously, he loves me and he's there for me a lot more than I could ever be there for him. I tried making him understand my situation and thought he would get it, since I am very candid with him and dont have to hold back like I do with my mother (even then I dont hold back but I have to watch out HOW I say it so that I dont get her all worked up) but all he heard was "Dad I chose moms brothers over you so go to hell" and he freaked out on me. I ended up going today even though I was a bit uncomfortable knowing that there would be an awkward silence in the room but luckily for me, my sister ended up going with me and so he was in a good mood and didnt even bring it up. I think most of his frustration is from his inability to go out and enjoy the day and instead, has to spend his whole day in a god damn hospital room while we live our normal lives.

At times I feel like the moment I make enough money and can disappear, I will do so and not give a damn.

NYC People Are Retarded

I never understood what the issue is with letting your family members know whether you're coming down or not. Its common courtesy yet people from this city seem to refrain from giving a brother details about whether they're coming or not! grrrrr!

Its A Good Thing I Dont Bet On MMA

or anything for that matter because I would surely lose. Cant believe King Mo and Scott Smith were the winners! Cung Le took too much time off and although he didn't look that horrible, he didn't exactly look his best either. Scott has a lot of power in his hands and we saw that in this fight. WOW@ Whitehead getting KO'd! Up until this fight I didn't think much of King Mo but it seems that he might actually be a threat in the heavyweight division. Get enough wins and bring your ass to the UFC Mo!

Tracks By Legend

I did a little something over the "learn to earn" beat.

First time I heard it (which was a few days ago) I fell in love with it and so my cousin blaze told me to tell a story on it, and so I did that.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/701613116a7263af/

excuse the quality, I'm not very good with audacity

this is something I did a few weeks back as well over the ne-yo beat. I did it on my laptop so the quality is even worse but eventually I will be making a trip to a studio and do everything properly there

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ybvxKeyGRY

I Cant Believe Im Blogging

I never thought Id be blogging! Im a forum whore and spend most of my time on ibakwaas.net but lately I've been paying attention to what people have been suggesting to me and one of the things that some people have been telling me to do is blog, and so here I am.

I want to give a shout-out to Bali for helping me out with this, since I'm pretty retarded when it comes to these things.

I thought I would easily be able to make my first blog without any problems since I like to talk a lot but it seems that I have forgotten some of the things that I had planned on writing down so I guess I'll just go with what I do best - talk about whatever I want until I run out of thoughts or need to step out for a smoke.

My name is Ubaid Khan and I live in Toronto, Canada. Im 26 years old, single, and ready to mingle with Bingles (sup cutie). Im the 4th child of 5 children and my parents are of Indian (Hyderabadi) descent. My Father came to Canada in the mid 70's and eventually my mom joined him here. Although they had many children, the love between them was barely ever visible, if ever. I always thought it was normal for a man to hold his feelings in unless he was upset, because my father never hesitated showing his frustration and anger towards my mother. Truth be told, I kind of understand where he was coming from but there is a limit to what you do and say. Eventually the two split up and although its hard trying to juggle time with both parents, I'm happier and I'm pretty sure the two of them are too, even though I'm sure they both miss one another at times. My father never failed at being a father and I will always say that he went above and beyond for us every single time, but as a husband he failed miserably. I hope I don't follow his lead in that regard.

My mother was a pretty strict mother and wouldn't allow us to go out much or if she did, she would make sure we had at least one brother with us. Not exactly the most trusting person and as a matter of fact, she was always suspicious of SOMETHING or another! I love her to death but at times I wanted to blow my brains out and have her watch me do it.

What else can I say.....I've probably been in more "serious" relationships than the average guy, and they were all utter failures. I guess I was just looking for somebody who was willing to give me a chance after knowing my past and some of the things that I've done which I'm not exactly proud of. I don't think that was fair to myself though and eventually I did realize that it wasn't worth it anymore and so if I didn't end it, they did.

Although I like recording tracks, I'm pretty disgusted with the hip hop industry and so it makes me want to make music even less. I once had a voice that was tolerable but after all these years of smoking and many years of not really singing, I think Ive lost most of it but hey, who cares. I'd like to say that I am a man with many talents but I am also a man who makes them all go to waste. I turn 27 in April and I honestly feel like I have nothing to show for it. Yeah, I've done a lot of great things for people but I never took care of myself and eventually when I realized that I was going to do what I wanted to and rebelled, I pretty much kept going on with the rebellious stage for a good 5 years. Its never too late to make right of your wrongs and so in a way I guess I made this so that I could document my achievements while having fun and talkin sh*t. I wear my heart on my sleeves and I am very open about every aspect of my life, so feel free to ask any questions that you may have.

Legend